New Year..New Hopes..New Wishes..New Dreams.!

Like every year... this year goes by too..

The year bids alvida..

Leaving behind some happy moments..

Taking away some nightmares..

Giving us new hopes..

With light taking over darkness..

Expecting new dreams to achieve..

Wiping tears of some desires that remained unfulfilled..

The gone is past.. but remains cherished in memories..

The time won't revert..neither do the moments of life..

But memories will transport back & leave us with tears..

Making more nostalgic..

Few people will always be part of life..

Few will keep cherishing memories..

Few will always be in touch..

Few will be there always like supporting pillars..

Few will keep irritating..

Few will be always able to bring smile..

Few will be there silently..but always there to back us..

Few will make us comfortable in every awkward situation..

With the tick of the clock... the time goes with blink of eye..

And later do we realize the importance of those few seconds lived..

Reflecting back..is when the reality hits..

And we admit.. the gone is not coming back..

But there is still lots more in store..

And we just need to explore..

Stretch the arms..

To touch the sun..

Welcome the coming year....

With new hopes....

With new dreams....

With new promises....

With new wishes....

Welcome the opportunities knocking your door....

With open heart and arms....

With positive approach....

With the spirit in heart....

Have a happy and prosperous year ahead..!!

Keep the candle of hope burning...!!

Emotional confusion.. !!

How to react.. when...

You don't know you are happy..?

You think you are upset..?

You feel you are going to miss all this..

You set hopes for the new life about to begin..

You become dull thinking you have to leave the loved ones.. n go far..

You also feel excited by the thought of going to a new place..

You become speechless... when someone says..

You will go soon...

You don't know how to react.. to your mom's tears..

You find yourself emotionally perplexed..

You suddenly start behaving cynical..

With mixed feelings of joy and loss.. at the same time..

You become so emotionally vulnerable..

And so are all the near and dear ones..

You don't want the distance to increase between your loved ones..

But also wait for the special one.. to touch your heart..

You still care for all the people.. who were part of your life..

And will continue to be so..

You also wish someone else to enter you life..

And look forward for the all new experiences..

This emotional confusion will continue for sometime.. may be life long..

Just want to keep all the cherished moments of life...preserved in my heart..and memories..

And hope for the new many more memorable moments to surprise me...!!

भूल गए..!!

अपने आप से मिले .. जाने कितने बरस बीत गए.. !!

दूसरों की नज़र से देखते.. खुद अपनी ही नज़र भूल गए..!

सबको खुश करते... बस अपनी ही ख़ुशी भूल गए....!

अपने आप से मिले .. जाने कितने बरस बीत गए.. !!

दुनिया की भीढ़ में चलते चलते... मंजिल अपनी भूल गए..!

लोगों के चेहरे पढ़ते... अपनी शकल ही भूल गए ..!

परायों को समझते.. अपनों को ही भूल गए..!

दूसरों के रंग में ढलते..अपना रंग ही भूल गए..!

अपने आप से मिले .. जाने कितने बरस बीत गए.. !!

First Month of Corporate Life..!!

With the end of May, 2010 comes to an end my first month of corporate life. To put the experience in words would be a bit difficult, but let me give it a shot too.

Aahh… no more waking up till late night & sleeping till afternoons.. no more lame excuses of food poisoning or stomach upset..

Reaching the company campus dressed in formals, all jittery, excited & “hopeful” at the same time.. well, the “hope” has no guarantee of how long it stays within.

The first two days of induction & company welcome seems so much prestigious as honoring the guests, but it is only once the “honeymoon period” is over that we realize it was just a commercial ad with lots of “terms & conditions applied”.

Your team fellows, seniors, staff appears to be quite co-operative, friendly, helpful, approachable & pleased to have us with them. Although that is also valid only till the training time gets over, which we used to call our “last tension-free days of life”..!

However, this is how I have come to realize the ground realities & bitter truth of corporate life with the end of my first month of job, successfully, as I have received my first salary, which is the only good thing that has happened to me in the last few days.

The weekends are the only bliss, for which we wait the whole week eagerly.. because that’s the only time when we can wash clothes, iron them, buy grocery, meet friends, shop etc.

Welcome to the Corporate World !!